Wednesday, September 25, 2013

The War. It is a deep depiction of what soldiers can experience after a war. It resembles the challenges they face and what they want to leave behind. Things that define and make them who they are. There is only so much our soldiers can take however. Some come home with disorders such as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or P.T.S.D. The War however, through the eyes of Lidia Simmons and her brother Stu, shows what it’s really like. What people will go through and experience with someone affected by P.T.S.D. In the case of the Simmons family, they have been experiencing this challenge for some time. Lois along her children Lidia and Stu have been coping with Stephens P.T.S.D. Being the wife of Lois and father of the two children, they are beginning to learn what has been bothering him over the years. As told through the eyes of Lidia, there is much to tell of this family.
            Lidia is a 12 year old girl is caught in the good and bad things of life. At a time where being different isn’t what anyone wants or needs. Living in the Deep South is also why the times are so troubling, with racism at a high she stands out among her peers. With her best friends Amber and Elvadine, they go through the thick and thin together. Doing everything from smoke to standing up for each other. That will become more important later as she taught by her father, Stephen, what it means to be a good person. The day their father came home from the hospital was the day Lidia and Stu saw what had happened to their father. It became apparent to them that their father had come back changed from the war, although he didn’t talk about it so much it was obvious he was hurt by it. Lidia didn’t know why he was acting so different but she wasn’t so curious to know as her brother. Stu was thirteen just a year older then Lidia but the example for her, listening to every word Stephen said and taking it to heart. But as he found out from his father Stu learned of how his father left his best friend in Vietnam. How Stephen had been everywhere with him. But the day they were attacked in Vietnam, both of them sustained injuries. Stephen carried his friend Dodge to the extraction zone but with the helicopter almost full to capacity, he was faced with a choice. To leave Dodge behind or save himself. By leaving Dodge to die alone in Vietnam, he was never able to forgive himself for leaving his best friend behind.
            Once learned Lidia and Stu began understanding the lesson he was trying to teach them. Some more difficult than others, they attempt to understand his intensions as to why he is being so kind and tolerant with everyone. But as their father becomes better and more determined to find a good job, they soon learn of why and what Stephen was teaching them. One the verge of Breaking down Stephen told his wife Lois of why he needed to teach Lidia and Stu right. Why it was so important for him to make the commitment to his family and to himself that anything is possible. He wanted to make a difference in the world and believed he could do that by joining the Marine Corp, but by screwing up all his life all he wanted to do was to make sure Lidia and Stu grew up well. By being good people they would be the good deed Stephen has wanted in life, they are the difference in the world he wanted to make.

            In the end, to convey the message to Lidia and Stu he had to be killed for them to understand his true intentions. Why he wanted what he wanted. To show them that as long as you believe in something then anything is possible and no matter how badly you want to give up, never quit. And always remember there are people less fortunate then yourself so always be thankful for what you have and the ability to do good. 

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Journal 4

Sept. 19. 2013.

                        Well what the G.I.s had to experience during the Vietnam War was very rough, not only physically but mentally as well. The number of people coming back with symptoms of PTSD was larger and larger. That number still grows today. But as in the Vietnam War our soldiers had other things to contend with as they went home. These being the people they came back to. America now having seen the first televised war were able to see the violence of war and all the death.

           People began to disrespect and hate their involvement in the war although many people who were in the where drafted. People getting forced to join a war effort they didn't believe in. These people slandered our G.I.s and labeled them baby killers and murderers for being part of a war they didn't want to join. The disrespect and hatred they received was completely wrong and Ill directed. How could someone sit there and harp on a person who was thrown into a war that they didn't want to join.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

La Journal 2
September. 10. 2013.
           
            I can't bring to mind what bets memory I have had that has really impacted my life. All the life experience I have had are small are nothing major but a series of smaller events that make up the basis of my character. So there is not a perticular event or memory in my eyes. As for a description...well I find it hard to see, feel, hear, taste, and smell a memory that has no physical presence.

            Being a tad bit unfair on my part I will give you the slightest bit of insight as to why I elected to choose not to tell you about myself. And as far as that goes I will say that there is no need to. I most likely wont be coming back to visit or see anyone here and from experiences of mine I know not to trust people so easily and I don't. Keeping people a fair bit distant from you is a good way to avoid future events. But don't take it as I have not been open to people before but I know where that can lead you and I prefer not to go down that road again. So I will let you make your best geuss as to the reason I decide to recluse my feeling from others and avoid telling people about myself. Who knows maybe even my high level of modesty or my rejection of compliments, etc...